There are a billion posts out there like this one. A million of them were probably written by yours truly. But it's a topic that just keeps coming back to haunt me. I can't forget.
I know that the world's filled with other girls and other guys,
but can you blame me for wanting to be the only one in your eyes?
I don't want to hold you back from anything or anyone. I don't think I could take the guilt and weight of knowing that it's my fault. I don't even know if I could stand all the attention, haha.
But sometimes, I just want some small clue.
Not cheap words or trinkets, false "i love you"'s.
Jealousy turns people into monsters. It makes them act in stupid ways, actions that they later regret. I know that I've been there... Acting for selfish reason, out of conclusion, rash decisions. And then having to face the confrontations, the angry words, the blame, the consequences.
I shouldn't have done it, I should've played fair,
It's just so frustrating when I can't tell if you care.
Asking a question isn't always done with words. There are other signs, other languages, other ways to communicate the need for an answer, a confirmation of some sort. Body language, eye contact... Words that refuse to be spoken. Actions with a purpose.
Gotta learn to read between the lines,
Pick up on the questions, the needs, the hurt that I hide.
But you know what? It doesn't really work. All that will result is anger, frustration, confusion, miscommunication. There's always a better way to talk. Even if you refuse to speak the words... The signs will always be there.
Try to look beyond that smile;
Tell me, what can you see within her eyes?
Jealousy is an ugly thing.
ttyl. :)
P.S- Sorry.
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