I'm not gonna bother with any of that crap tonight. My laptop's got about an hour left... I don't know what I'm gonna do when that hour's up. Maybe I'll go insane.
But that would be too easy. Letting me off the hook, letting me finally shut down this weary mind. Life won't allow for it.
I haven't slept in the past week.
No one seems to notice the differences... But I do. I'm tired. I don't care. I don't want to. All of that happens. I'm greying from the inside out... I don't even take care of myself. Not that I ever did.
It just feels like there's something that needs to be done, something that's still wrong, something I need to fix. And until that feeling disappears, I am not allowed rest.
I'm so tired of life...
