Anyhow, I'm currently waiting for a new program to install itself onto my computer, so I decided it was time to blog. And jeez, this thing is taking it's sweet time. But that's okay... I'll win in the end... Bahaha.
I mentioned in my last post that I'd had an epiphany about the past two years (okay, closer to one and a half years) of my life and that it was a waste. I believe that I said that out of pure anger (yes, even I am susceptible to bouts of anger) and that it was a good idea for me to cool off before posting about it again. Otherwise, I would've just ranted. :)
All I'm going to say now is that, no matter where you go, what you do, or who you meet, you're always yourself- you, only you, and completely you.
I've always been the sort of girl to be independant. I didn't need someone to lean on, nor did I want to. In my eyes, it was weakness to need something or someone, because it can always disappear; the only one you can truly depend on in this world is yourself. And now, although I'd strayed from my belief shortly, I believe that once again. The world is a confusing place; people come and go. People change. Sometimes for the better, sometimes for the worse. It isn't something that can be helped.
Yet in the middle of all this unsteadiness, I'll still stand on my own. Because I am me, even without you. However many "you"'s there may be. (Hope that made sense.)
Those three words will still stand true
There's just gonna have to be another you.
ttyl. :)
P.S- Amin, don't even try to argue. You so are a softie. btw, I would've thought the goodbye/ttyl thing was self-explanatory; guess not. The thing is that you never really say goodbye to anyone- you're just saying ttyl.
Nice blog. Congratz. Never knew you had one. As for the last post, I'll agree with you on the whole Camp being amazing thing. As for this post, the wasting two (or 1.5) years of your life? Not so much. Because there is no such thing. But you're right. People come, people go. What you can do is learn from them. Don't get me wrong. I'm not saying to be dependent on anyone at all. I'm also very independent and agree with you that that is the best way to go. But just because you've experienced something for one and a half years and it's over now, it doesn't mean that it was a total waste. I don't know the whole story and I'm not going to make any assumptions whatsoever because that isn't my place nor my intentions. If I offend(ed) you in any way whatsoever, I apologize (not just in this case, in general). All I'm trying to say is that it is great to be independent, but not so great to be secluded. There is no "waste" in life. You're always moving forward, one way or another. Any experience has it's ups and downs. What you can do is take the good times and reflect back on them and learn from your experiences, be it good or bad. That's how one improves and develops. There is no such thing that was a "total waste" in life.
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