Stage Fright

"Hi. Today, I got a picture of a dinosaur. It was the best dinosaur I'd ever received. Thanks, baby!"

I don't look before I leap. It's as simple as that. If there's a risk to take, a challenge to rise to, I'll do it without hesitation.

Usually.

Right now, it feels as though I'm in the middle of a huge debate with myself. Should I just go for what I want, even though I know what might end up happening? Or do I pass up the opportunity and miss out on what could be?

Even though this debate is still undecided, I somehow know that in the end, I'll just go for it. If I don't, who knows what I'll miss out on. But I still feel a bit uneasy... It's the feeling I get every time I step onto a stage. My heart races and I feel both excited and queasy at the same time. I want to perform, but I'm scared of messing up. And, just like with this debate, I end up performing in the end anyways.

I just realized how confusing that last paragraph was.

Anyways, I'm going to stop now before I get someone mad at me for writing this confusing load of sh...tuff.

I'm just gonna close my eyes, take a breath, and go for it.

goodbye
ttyl. :)

P.S- I STILL HAVE THE DINOSAUR. :D Although, it sorta sucks because my baby doesn't even know this blog exists and therefore can't read any of this. Whoooops...