Friday, December 17, 2010

[Edit: I posted this without a title by accident. That's how tired I am.]

"Today... I am exhausted."

In every way possible.

Physically...
...I am feeling ill. I've got the sniffles, headaches, muscle pains... I can't move in the cold. And winter makes me want to go into hibernation.

Mentally...
...There's just one more day before winter break. I'm on the "JUST HANG IN THERE!" sort of mentality right now. What I don't understand is this; I had my last summative two days ago. Why not just have winter break start early? Why do I have to go to class later today? Boo.

Emotionally...
...I am a train wreck. I have no clue what I want, I can't motivate myself to do it. I'm confused. I fear that I've lost a close friend, and that I'm in the process of losing another one. I think I'm messing up my life. I'm losing sleep over this... There's pressure on me coming from all around. No one's happy, no matter what I do. My emotions are hectic, they are chaotic, and I am tired of it. I want to just stop feeling...

I'm going to bed.
Let's hope that everything will be numbed again by the time I wake up.

goodbye
ttyl. :)

P.S- Wrong smiley. Should be ":("

2 comments:

  1. i hope you can catch up with your emotional physical and mental self in the next two weeks :)

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  2. Get some rest. You really need this break. Hope you feel better soon.

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